I had a lot of time to just sit and think while in my tree stand on Monday morning. This is one of the things I really enjoy about hunting. It’s just you in your stand, surrounded by nature and your thoughts. No phones, no people, just you and nature. I thought about the future, the past, and the present. At one point, I started to go through a chronological history of all the computers I have owned and how they affected my life. It was really an eye-opening experience.
Since closing down i/o Computers in December of 2007, I have wanted nothing to do with fixing computers. At the behest of my wife, I started to open up another computer business this year, but have been really dragging my feet. Every time I think about getting someone’s virus laden computer and having to spend the time to get it working properly, I literally get sick to my stomach. I want nothing to do with that. I’m not ready to re-enter that world.
In fact, a few months ago I asked on Facebook that if you turn a hobby into a vocation, can it ever be a hobby again. The responses I got back seemed to indicate that you cannot do this. I would also concur with this assessment.
But when I was in my stand thinking about all my past computers, I was also thinking about what was going on in my life during those times and what I was using the computer for. Sometimes I was using them to make primitive computer graphics, other times I was recording lots of audio. I was playing massive amounts of games, and I was downloading like a mad pirate. Not thinking about the individual machines, but what I did with those machines started to get my geek blood flowing again. By the time the sun was sinking into the western horizon and the hunt was coming to a close, I was eager to get back and start to re-build my PC. Yes, me the die hard Mac guy wanted to go and re-build my PC. Why? So I could play around with it. This is the first time in literally years that I have been interested in my PC other than a platform for the games I already own or a media server.
Is this going to user in a new age of the Twev-geek? Not likely given that time have radically changed since I was the die hard geek of yesteryear. What I am hoping this will do is re-open a door that was opened many years ago and sadly shut for me by unfortunate circumstances. I was to be a PC enthusiast again. I want to be that guys that used to download strange new programs just to try them out. I want to try and make things do things that were never designed, or meant, to do. I want to be bored on a Sunday afternoon while Jack is down for a nap so I throw together a little web server from parts that are laying around.
If I can re-light the geek fire within me, maybe, just maybe, I can get to the stage where working on computers will not make me ill. If this does indeed happen, maybe it will be my destiny after all to open up another computer business. Until then, I just want to have fun!