Doom3

Almost forgot to post this one. For those of you like me who have been chomping at athe bit for years to get your hands on Doom 3, the time is almost up on us! In the meantime, if you have an LG VX6000 phone like m, here’s a nice Doom 3 wallpaper I made if you’re interested!

Weekend??

I really need to find a job where not only do i work “normal” hours, but I also get my weekends off. I had to close last night (2pm-11pm), I have to close again tonight by myself (2pm-11pm — alone after 4pm), and I’m supposed to work 12pm-9pm on Sunday (we close at 7pm!?!), but I kinda told my boss that there’s no way in hell I’m working until 9pm agfter closing the pervious 2 nights by myself. So, it looks like I’m going to work 10am-7pm on Sunday, come home and grab a quick shower, then head to Jersey to see Jess for a day or two. Had I had a realy job with weekends off I would be with her right now in Maryland enjoying a nice relaxing trip with her and Kelly. But noooooo! I have to have a job where not only do I not get every weekend off, but sometimes just getting 2 days off in a row is a rarity. Ok…I’m done whining.

On a side note, I hate you Peter S. Davis and William Panzer!! Because of you, I had to buy this yesterday!! Damn you!!!!

It Really Amazes Me…

I’ve been single now for over 2 years. In that time, I have sought 2 girls. The first I was too much of a chicken-shit to ask out, plus I knew she was waaaaay out of my league. Nuff’ said there. The second I hunted for a good 10 months; but alas, to no avail. Now, I literally had a chance meeting with someone who brought happiness to my life for the first time in almost 3 years, and now all of a sudden, certain people have a problem with me being happy! What the fuck people!?! Sometimes I think that poeple really do get off on other people’s misery. I’m not going to mention names here but I think you all know who you are and I sure as hell know who you are. But….instead of being all pissed off, this is exactly what I’m going to do about the whole situation.

Fuck you. That’s right, fuck you. If you can’t handle me being happy, then quite frankly I don’t need you in my life. For those of you who have been extremely happy and supportive of me and Jess, I thank you from the bottom of my digitally enhanced g33k heart. For those of you who feel that this is a mistake and that it won’t last….bye-bye! Don’t need you, nice knowing you! To me, it’s a very simple choice.

So….who’s in and who’s out??

Man On The Go

My life had gotten a wee bit more interesting in the past 2 weeks. As many of you should know by now, I met a truly wonderful woman 2 weeks ago. Her name is Jess, and I have somehow convinced her to be my girlfriend. (still trying to figure out how I managed to pull that one off!!) But, needless to say, we have been spending a lot of time with each other. What some of you may not realize is that for us to see each other requires a 3 hour round trip in the land vehicle you call a car. While I have never been one to balk at a road trip, it’s really funny how your mindset totally changes when emotions are involved. Take tonight for example. I’ll be leaving here in about 2 hours and drive out to New Jersey to spend the evening with Jess. Then we’re both going to be waking up in the morning (always a good thing to do) and I’ll be heading home in time to take a quick shower and get to work by noon. Most of my family and friends think I am nuts for doing this. And the reverse is probably true for Jess’s famliy and friends. But you know what?? To me, that one of the best things about this realtionship. The mere fact that we are willing to do this for each other just so we can spend a few hours together is really something kick ass. Hell, most girls I know would barely call you, let alone call you every chance they get and drive 90 minutes to see you for a bit.

I know most people I associtate with are probably sick and tired about me talking about her, but you know what?? I don’t care. And for those of you who think I’m crazy for driving out to Jersey every couple of day (or hours as the case may be!), all I can say is this. I never thought anything like this would honestly ever happen. I can only hope that they too find someone someday that they are more then willing to drive a decent distance for to see for just a few short hours. Up until this point, the longest “long distance” realtionship I ever had consisted of a 20 minute car ride. But, just know that I’m going to get a chance to see her, that 90 minute ride seems like it’s about 20 minutes. I know you have no clue what I’m talking about, but I really hope you do someday…

Cleaning Like Mad!!

Ok, I’m not a neat freak. This I totally admit without excuse. I live alone, and I tend to keep my house “comfortable”. So, Jess is coming up tonight and staying over for the first time. So, that means I need to clean up a bit. A BIT?? What I thought was a little “clutter” is turning out to be a job I’m really tempted to call out the National Guard for. First off, I keep finding socks everywhere. And I mean everywhere!! I made a comment last week at work that I need new socks since I always seem to be running out of them after a few days. Now I know why. They have been migrating to secret staging points around the house for a sock coup!! Well, the coup has been overted; America is safe.

Although I do pose this question….

Why does it only take 18 minutes for the washer to fully wash the clothes and the dryer 70 minutes to dry them??

Pulling A “Trev”

At least that’s what JP called it. Here’s a brief synopsis:

Midnight last night, I leave to go gas up my car.
Approximately 12:20 I make my to the PS Turnpike and head south. I enter New Jersey air space at about 1:30 am. (literally, I as flying with Linkin Park as my fuel)
2:00am, I pull up to the house of the lovely Jess. 2:01am-5:30am, Jess and I have a great time hanging out.
5:30am, we decide to get some sleep
8:00am, by some miricle of God, or cruel joke, we are both wide awake.
9:45am, I leave Jess’s house in Phillipsburg New Jersey and make my way home for a quick shower and 9 hours of work.

Yes, I drove 3 hours round trip to spend less than 8 hours with her. And you know what?? Not only was it worth every minute, but I’d do it again in a heartbeat.

Once again ladies and gentlemen…..WOW!!

Wow

To say the past few days have been intereting would be an understatement. Where shall I begin? Like most good stories, we’ll start with the beginning. Or, if you would prefer to read the Momento version, start at the bottom and work you way up. It’s all good.

I guess you can say it all started the past Saturday (7/3) when I met someone online. What seemed to be a chance encounter turned into a 15 minute IM conversation on Sunday night. Things were cool, and I was intrigued. So, now it’s Monday night and she IMs me. This time, we end up talking for an hour. I had a real crappy day at work, but talking with her seemed to make everything just fade away to nothingness in the background. We had a great conversation, and I can’t wait to talk to her the following night. Tuesday night comes and I am happy since I have the next 2 days off, but not feeling too swell from eating something that hates me. In fact, I left work an hour and a half early because of it. I finally haul my ass online, and there she is! This time I IM her and we once again have an aweomse conversation that makes me feel better then anything else could at that moment. This time, we talked for a little over 2 hours. Finally, we come to Wednesday night in our little story. I had a decent day hanging out with Miss L, and I also got to see King Arthur. So, I was in a pretty good mood to begin with. I hoped online early to see if she was on yet. Low and behold, she was!! So, we started talking….and talking…and talking. Long story short, we talked for about 3 hours and even made plans for to meet and hang out the next day! Needless to say, I didn’t get much sleep that night since I was so excited.

Ok, it’s now Thursday morning and I sitting in my car in Phillipsburg New Jersey, waiting to meet Jess. To save digital trees, we’ll sum up the next 7 hours.

Jess and Trev meet. Jess and Trev have a totally awesome day together. Jess and Trev make plans to meet again. Trev is one very happy Trev.

Ok….for those of you who would like a more simple version of this story….just read below….

I met a girl named Jess. WOW!!!!!

Fahrenheit 9/11

I went today to take a short, informal interview for a possible new job. While driving home from my pseudo-interview, I got to thinking that I didn’t really want to go home and do laundry. So, I whipped out my hand-dandy cell phone and called up Cinemark to see what time Fahrenheit 9/11 was playing. I have been curious about this film, and was really the only person that I know of who would really go see it. As it turns out, there was a showing in about 15 minutes and I was less than a mile away from the exit. So, I made a detour, grabbed a ticket, nachos and a soda for lunch at the snack bar, and proceeded to watch Michael Moore’s political drama unfold for the next 2 hours.

I really wouldn’t consider myself too political of a person. Sure, I disagree with a lot of what the government does, but it is my belief that the old adage “1 vote makes a difference” is bullshit. The government is corrupt and there’s nothing anyone can do about it. So, we just try and keep is more corrupt in certain areas and a little more “for the people” in others. Anyway, although the movie is obviously bias, it does raise some very good and valid points that need some explaining. I’m not going to go into them here, if you’re curious, go see the flick! I will however say that after seeing this I have a hard time really understanding the current state of this country. Before, I thought I knew why we were at war and what we were at war for. But after seeing the past 2 years summed up in a sleek 2 hour package, the waters become very murky. The reasons that I thought we were in Iraq, don’t seem to be the reasons that we are there. I can now understand why this got a 15 minute standing ovation at Cannes. Although it is definitely anti-Bush, it really should be required watching for all high school students. This really shows some of the failures of government, and how those failures can and will turn into chaos if not carefully checked. If you think we are really living in “the home of the brave”, go see this flick and then talk to me afterwards. I think things may surprise you a bit.